Why I am apologising to Black People

The U CAN Cic Art Collective:

Our History, Where do we go from here? Online Interdisciplinary Exhibition

by Marybel Salis

When, as the UCAN Art Director, I was asked to submit a proposal for Black History Month, I initially hesitated.

Our Community Interest Company mission included working towards social inclusion, overcoming barriers and promoting the work of living artists from all backgrounds and abilities.

I jotted down a draft proposal — which included a WhatsApp research and discussion forum, series of interviews, online exhibition, raffle and a survey.

To my great surprise, we were selected by the Royal Borough of Kensington and Chelsea Culture Service -@RBKC Culture — and ever since, I have been on a roller coaster of emotions.

Once I started consulting with artists and volunteers, I noticed a mixture of views across all topics.

My initial enthusiasm was connected to my personal curiosity of the ethnic origins of my island of birth, namely Sardinia — which has a flag with the Four Moors.

I am deeply disturbed by the rise in racism and it is one of my life’s missions to bring to light the contributions of Black Culture throughout the history of Sardinia, Italy and the wider World.

During the Black Lives Matter protests in Rome, I agreed with the fashion designer, Stella Jean’s view, that in Italy we are all mixed raced.

This is why I am still puzzled by the prevalence of racism.

As discussions of Black History within the group have evolved, it is appropriate that I have stepped back to allow black participants to take a greater lead in the project.

As I conducted several interviews, it became apparent how much more I have to learn about Black history.

Once I stopped talking and started listening, I found out some unspeakable truths and felt the need to apologise for the gruesome events that have afflicted so many in black history.

I am taking responsibility by actively challenging all forms of racism — seeking new ways to promote social inclusion is one of the ways I will achieve this.

For this reason I have chosen not to show any of my art work at the forthcoming online event and exhibition — and to focus more on listening to improve my awareness, rather than speaking.

You are all invited to view our initiatives and to take part in the free raffle.